A clever combination
of luck and laziness seems to have guided me through life. Yet, as the
creator of American Pictures I am so often mistaken for something more
than ordinary - not least by American students - that I will use my home
page to emphasize that there is a quite boring and simple man behind Mr.
American Pictures. That I am so often seen in America as someone who has
accomplished the impossible may actually say more about the feelings of
powerlessness in American youth today than about me.
My luck was growing
up and being shaped in my trusting outlook by the very secure times of
the 60's - full of optimism and a sense of being able to change the world.
My second luck -
I have come to feel over the years - was growing up in a social welfare
state with a tremendous cradle to grave sense of security. It is well
known how Americans spend the latter part of their lives worrying about
their lives in a society with no such security, but today I even see much
of American youth worrying in ways which changes their outlook on the
world.
Throughout the Third
World I meet young Europeans tramping around with backpacks while hardly
ever meeting an American any more. As I point out in my workshops in American
colleges: the tremendous cost of refusing to pay higher taxes to get more
security for all (such as free education and health care) burdens Americans
to the point where they loose both the freedom to afford to travel - and
to walk safely in their own streets at home.
The less trusting
outlook they thus easily develop I hear expressed again and again after
seeing my show: "How did you get the courage to do it?"
Europeans, on the contrary, usually respond after the show: "Damn,
why didn't I get the idea to travel in the black ghettoes?" - and
shortly after often take off for America. Frequently I meet them in Harlem
on their very first day in America!
This leads to my
third luck: that the first American family to take me in was a black family
where I received a "reverse" racial indoctrination. This, I
believe, eventually allowed me to travel on both sides of the great racial
divide in America.
Most European travelers
first end up in white homes who frighten them with veiled racist warnings
"Don't walk two blocks this way!" etc - and thus easily force
them in on the white side of this peculiar and dehumanizing psychological
racial system in America. Today's European youth are more vulnerable to
such oppression and less "neutral" than I once was: not only
are our own countries today deeply racist (towards immigrants), but they
have also been bombarded with American movies with negative portrayals
of blacks.
So, I feel that I
have had a good share of luck in my early life which allowed me to hold
on to the natural curiosity and trust we are all born with!!! These
essential qualities for surviving in the midst of brutal surroundings
I see hurt and killed in far too many young people today by various societies.
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